…Hamitaf La B…

How weird were the last couple of days…
I was sitting at work and I got a reminder that we have a meeting on wednesday… and me I sat there… I decided I want to use “The Secret” and I said I don’t want to go to the meeting tomorrow… and then I quietly thought that Kuwait needs a loong vacation… everyone in Kuwait needs a loong vacation…
And to channel Ms.D when she asked if she did it… at night I heard the news that Sheikh Saad passed away and that there isn’t going to be work tomorrow… and I thought… could it be… The Secret…

Well ofcourse not… Allah Yer7am el sheikh Saad…

And then at that same moment we got that message that said Abdul Kareem AbdulKader passed away too… which Im guessing was just a rumor…

Anywho… so yesterday was basically do nothing day… and I opened my blog page a million times trying to type something and then would just get up and NOT type anything…

Somethings have been going on in my mind… and as I mentioned before this strong feeling of dissapointment just keeps crushing me… I don’t know how to explain it… but its whats Im feeling…
Im not really sad… nor am I depressed… Im just dissapointed AND frustrated… and I don’t know why the hell that is… ARGH!!!

Anywho… Im trying to make myself feel better so I did some splurging today on things that are way over-priced… but I got them so who cares…. and I also got me a microphone yesterday… why? I have no idea

Okay… My playlist has totally changed in the past week… I have been missing a lot of my country songs so I am listening to some of my old favorites and some new ones… since I hurt my brain thinking and typing… I’ll give it a rest and just list the songs I’ve been listening too

1. Chris Brown - Forever
2. Alison Krauss - Your just a Country Boy / Simple Love / Restless / I Ain’t Missing You
3. Bob Dylan - Stuck Inside of Mobile With the Memphis Blues Again (I love this guy!)
4. Elissa - Betmoon 
5. Jason Mraz - Im Yours
6. Sean Kingston ft. Paula something - There’s nothing
7. Stevie Wonder - For Once in My Life
8. Sara Evans - When you were cheating / Every Little Kiss / Suds in the Bucket
9. Mark Wills - When you think of me / 19something
10. Martina McBride - Beautiful Again

Okay.. there’s this song that they play on Marina FM all the time… its Tamer 7osny I think with some other guy and I can’t find it on Tamer 7osny’s page… I think its called nathret 3ain or something… any one have any ideas… 

TAGGED BY THE LOVELY FASHIONATED

The contents of my makeup bag are

Dior Show - Black Out Mascara
MaxFactor  sunkissed bronzing powder
Clinique Line smoothing concealer
Helena Rubenstein Lipstick 102 in the pink
Vaseline Lip Therapy

My favorite makeup product is

Dior Show Black Out Mascara

My perfume is

Herme’s - Elixir Des Merveilles (I don’t know if thats the name… but its the orange one!)

My ultimate dream

to have a private jet!!

How do I define womanhood

Strong, Smart and Beautiful…

My beauty product brand is

Clinique baby!

Day cream

Vaseline oil free moisterizer (this is the only thing that actually works with my face :D) 

Essential beauty product

Vaseline Lip Therapy lip balm AND Dior Show Mascara!

Three products (besides solar) to bring on a deserted island

Toothbrush and Tooshpaste
Mascara
Soap!!!

Woman with the best sense of style

Katie Holmes and Ashley Olsen - Bag Lady meets Sophistication!!

My favourite fashion publicationAllure

Aaaaaaaaaaand I TAG Chirp and Sushi

Good Morning Y’all…

Okay so maybe it ain’t the morning after all… its noon… and its almost time to go home… yaaay…

I was sitting here in my every so spacious cubicle (note:sarcasam) and FAJ2A… I was craving PUFAK bu safeena… so they don’t make it like they used to… but I had to have pufak at that moment… I told the tea-boy to get me from the baqala next to our building and he got me a bag-full… eight bags of PUFAK (I ate two ebroo7ee and I am very very happy!)… i save some for myself and offered my colleagues… Anywho… I HEART PUFAK TODAY!! (Sometimes I have cravings for Broccoli or Celery… seriously… what’s wrong with me!)

Anywho… after having the PUFAK… there I sat with a big smile plastered on my face… and all of a sudden I began sniffing… I looked around and there was the tea-boy taking coffee into the meeting room… the smell of the coffee was soo strong it began to blend with the perfume that I had on… it took me to somewhere I love and I had that aching feeling of wanting to go there again… Do you guys get that…?!

Okay… I got bored from that so I called my friend… she was in bed … I was in my spacious cubicle (again- me very sarcastic!)… bs 7aram she is sick soo salamat gurl… you better get better by 5!!
We were talking about going days without sleep and what it does to us…
Here’s the thing…
We had our final exams… I had three finals in less than 48hours… Macro-Economics (in Arabic and I spent three days studying for it ignoring all other finals) at 5 on the first day… and Finance 1 at eight the next day and Introduction to M.I.S at eleven on that same day….
After finishing Macro Economics at 7.. I came home and took a two hour nap… woke up and pulled an all nighter studying for the other two… first time opening both… YAY ME!!
The next day I called my friend to pick me up… she hadn’t slept either so her brother was driving us… we stopped at the baqala in Shuwaikh Campus (now sultan center) and he told me to get him RedBull… I heard him say Ripple - the chocolate -
My friend-his sister- insisted that it is Redbull… me I insisted it was Ripple… … we ended up getting Ripple Chocolate… he wanted to kill us both… but I guess he understoond our confusion…
Surprisingly… I aced Macro… and got a B in MIS and a B in Finance… i had that feeling that I screwed up… bs el7amdillah…
That day… when I went back home… I was sleeping in the living room.. in my clothes… and shoes.. and hijab…
I miss that feeling of accomplishing something and deserving a really really good nights sleep…

Aaaaaaaaaaah those were the good ol’ days…

ITS SUNDAY!!

AT WORK I AM!!!

Okay… lazy weekend is over thank God and I do feel better… el7amdillah… el7amdillah… did lose a Kilo and a half after all that I went through last week so yaaaaay!!

Anywho…. as always… I have to open my blog and find a somewhat dissapointing comment that I HAVE to respond to … because I just can’t keep me mouth shut eh?!

Okay so the message is as follows…

familiy alert said,

May 11, 2008 @ 1:02 am · Edit

salamt
bs tedren enna ako shaba yegrooon al blog o ako shabab ay3arfoonej pesonally. a7na shako bel period hathe maltchj

mako 7aya?! mateste7oon yal banat hal ayyam

Okay… so I am not angry at who ever wrote this.. cuz for all I know it could be someone I know for real man… so here’s my point of view…

When I mentioned “period” .. I was talking about stomach cramps that I was having… and people usually usually associate cramps with period…. and I was just pointing out that it was not the period that was causing such cramps… also in pointing this out… I was hoping that bloggers who happen to be doctors could help out… considering I absolutely hate going to hospitals or clinics…
That being said… come on!!! I mentioned the period… I didn’t mention something R-rated now did I?!!

And you realize that this is my blog… this is my thinking space… where I am expressing my thoughts… and I repeat… my thoughts are not R-rated…. if anything they are censored a lot!!

OKAY… on to another subject already…

My mother and I were having this discussion… ofcourse with my mother it always turns into marriage and how she can’t wait to see me as a bride and how I am getting older oo lazim al7ag 3ala 3omree (and I am not ga3da abale’3 with that one)…
Anywho… so in our discussion… I told her looks don’t matter… BUT BUT lazim ekoon fee qubool… YA3NI… he doesn’t have to be George Clooney… but he has to be someone I could accept… I could enjoy looking at…
So I won’t go into further details - my mother calling me shallow and Allah will punish me for being that way - but what do you guys think…
Girls in particular…
do you think its fair that its okay for a guy to judge a girl based on her skin color (samra wela baytha).. her height (wayid 6weela or wayid g9eera).. her weight (wayid th3eefa.. wla emtabtiba)… her style (ma3ijabne styl-ha.. apparently this happens… and met7ajba or moo met7ajba)… and such… and he won’t be considered shallow… bs he has a “nathra”… but for a girl to judge a guy based on how he looks she is considered shallow… 9a67eeya… tarfes el ne3ma eb reelha… lazem mateshara6… etc…!

And for the married girls… when you saw your husband for the first time he was there… did you feel anything..?! Was there acceptance from the first time there was eye contact… or the first converstation (3ashan we don’t just consider el shakel)… because my mother said that makoo shay esma acceptance men awal mara and ena people who say that are 3aysheen eb 3alam el a7lam…

I personally think this:
I think that it could happen… that when the guy and girl first meet there has to be some sort of acceptance… qubool… based on looks and conversation…
And when I say looks… again he doesn’t have to be gorgous… but lazim he thinks yes she is attractive… and she has to feel the same way… its not fair for him to love how she looks and for her to absolutely hate how he looks… I dunno… I might sound shallow… but who cares this is my opinion… so… what do you guys think…

Okay guys…. here’s how the last two days went down…

Thursday morning… woke up decided to call in sick…. dropped my sister off at uni because my car is being fixed and I needed to do stuff…
I dropped her off and my stomach attacked me again and I had to run into a thinking place…. EW!!

Decided I was fine… got my car… did some things… got seriously pissed off at a lot of people… screamed at a few… and went to have lunch with friends… alll the while I have cramps and feeling this discomfort and I don’t know what…
had lunch… and then had another attack and had to run to the bathroom … this time throwing up too… woohooo!! (note that I insist on eating as opposed to having white rice with yoghurt and 7up!)

Went home and was drained out of all and any possible energy that I had in my body…. again… having attacks but no throwing up again… THANK GOD!!!

Friday…. woke up fine… had breakfast (again insisting on eating) … and then went and got a gift for my cousins birthday… he’s 8… he’s a kid… he’s hyperactive… i had no idea what to get him = pissed off all over again…

I don’t know if my cranky mood is coming from my stomach pain… or if my stomach pain is coming from my cranky mood… either way Im suffering from shit-mood and Im suffering from my stomach…
The time is now 3:21am and I can’t sleep…. eff!!

I was talking to my aunt and she insisted that “3ain” 7ashatnee… ooooooooh-kay… and that I need someone to “egra 3alay” … because.. apparently… i haven’t been normal for a long time now.. (me and normal… I don’t think so… ).. but thats what she said…

Also… a feeling of dissapointment is looming over me… I just feel dissapointed… sad…. hey “secret”… do you work in reverse…?!

Good Night Y’all… I will try to sleep a bit…

“Happy Birthday Sa3ooood… 24 is old.. don’t let people tell you otherwise… hahahahahaha!!”

For the past couple of days my stomach has been playing dirty tricks… literally…

I am also constantly nauseous and in a state of oh-shit-I’m-gonna-throw-up!!!

Today it just got worse… Im not throwing up nor am I headed to the thinking place… but ba6neeee 3athaaaaaaaaaaab!! I have awful cramps (and no its not time for my period yet… )…

Also… today after work… I slept for about four hours… channeling Marzouq… and barely barely woke up at 7-ish… and Im still feeling drowsy and sleepy…

I have - as it has been for a long time - nothing interesting to say…

Btw… Chris Brown’s new song Forever is sooo coool… and Taylor Swift’s song Sooo Beautiful… and MY MY MY (Mary’s Song) can’t get enough of those …

See ya tomorrow…

How do I explain how tired I am…

Yesterday.. my mother, my sister and myself went to visit friends and I just fell asleep… when I got home I swore I will only have a power nap (at 10.30) and ended up sleeping - in my clothes - until 3am… I couldn’t even bother to wash up so I just took off my clothes got into a comfy pj and went  back to bed…
Woke up cranky however… and it took me forever to wash up considering the mascara was soooooo hard to remove…

Anywhoo… here I am at work… and I just want to leave… I want to get up off my seat and walk out and never come back… if only it was that easy…

The weather… aaaaaaaaaah the weather….

Okay… thats it for now… for now… for now.. I’ll come back later… right now I wanna pretend im reading something and then sleep

Breakfast:
REALLY EARLY - Half an egg sandwich and apple juice

Snacks at work:
- Venti Espresso Frappucino (didn’t even drink half of it… )
- Kitkat Bar times four
- Snickers

Okay..LATELY i have just been craving it A LOT of junk food!! I just want chocolate… its all I think about… and after I have chocolate I crave CHIPS!! Im not even a fan of chips or crisps…. yesterday at the jam3eeeeya it took soooo much will power to avoid going to the chips and choco lane… Y’all know I have to have a chocolate a day… and I have to keep it that way… starting tomorrow…

Lunch is Maki and I soooo know what Im going to get
- Maki Maki
- Steamed Rice
- Chicken Plum Sauce (although I might change it to sesame)

And lots and lots of water today…

Goooood Morning Lovers….

I woke up today early… got to work early… and had a diarrhea attack quite early too… woohooo… weight loss!!

Okay soo its been happening for the past couple of days… I wake up in the morning… have my breakfast (ultra early because of what I read on Fabdiets.com and the whole metabolism thing) and then on my way to work… the moment… the moment I get into the elevator my stomach starts to rumble and I get cramps… Seriously as sooon as I get out of the elevator I RUN into the bathroom…!!! ITS EMBARASSING!!

Okay enough about my toilet adventures…. we3! I just totally grossed you out men 9eba7 allah 5air!!

On to another story… okay the transition from story to another is not coming easy to me this morning… lool…
Okay so here we goo…
Last week I went to university to get my transcripts in arabic AND english… and I didn’t have the time to go get them… so I gave my friend my driver’s liscense (since I was in Dubai and didn’t need it) and told her to get it and pretend she was me…
Thing is we’ve done this before on numreous occasions where she pretends to be me and vice-versa… even though we look nothing alike… don’t get me wrong we’re both absolutely stunning people.. looooool…
Anywhoo… she goes and tries the whole I am Hamitaf thing and the guy on the counter doesn’t buy it… so he sneakishly asks her what’s her birthday…
Ooooookay… so we’ve been friends since tenth grade… and she ALWAYS gets my birthday right… ALWAYS gets me gifts on time (awesome friend lool)… side note: her birthdate is beginning of 1985.. mine is at the end of 1984..  so she states my birthday Sept. 28th.1985…
The guy obviously caught her red-handed and I had to send a fax to them giving my buddy the authorization to get the papers…
hmm… reading the story over its not sooo interesting or important or fun… when she said it to me it was HILARIOUS though… she has her ways of making the most boring stories animated and full of action… aaaaaaaaaah yes… she is clever that way…

So the mother and I reached an agreement that she never lets anyone speak their mind when she gets excited about a subject… and now we are friends again LOOOL!!

I think I need to get back to work… wait.. pretending to work.. hehe…

There is a yellow highlighter on my desk and I just want to use it and color an A4 piece of paper with it and then hang it in my cubicle…

ITs back… cuz I have been eating like a pig in the past couple of days… its time to get back on track… I read somewhere that its best to eat early in the morning as soon as you wake up or something… so Im thinking okay… Im usually starving in the morning lool… I tried it today and its 2pm and Im startving again… counting the seconds till its 3 so I can go home and EAT!

Breakfast:
- Halloum Panini
- Hazelnut Latte (didn’t even drink a few sips it was pure and simple awful-ness)

Snack:
_ KitKat bar times four…
Okay so starting tomorrow Im gonna start snacking on healthy stuff… OFF TO THE SULTAN CENTER!!

Update:
- snack = coffee frap and some chocos…

- Lunch at 6… shredded steak with sauteed veggies aaaaaand one kooosa

I’ve been a bad eater!!

The morning after you fight with someone… so don’t get any filthy ideas…

I had a wonderful - heated - converstation with my mother about something… which ended in me not being able to make one single point due to my mother cutting me off at the beginning of every single sentence I say…

See now I am not pissed off at the arguement because screw it okay… im just angry at the fact that she doesn’t want to listen.. LISTEN!!
She always complains that we never want to listen and that we just want to  talk and in an arguement the two sides have to be able to speak their minds… um… oh dear mother of mine… follow your own rules… LISTEN!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!! There was soooooooooo much I NEEDED to say.. but nooooooooo I couldn’t say anything…. and that is frustrating me….. efffffffffffffffffff!!!!!!!!!!!!
And to top it all off… Im at work… UGH!!!

On another note… my sister told me an interesting story yesterday..
My aunts were having breakfast in the hilton and when they finished they were on their way to the car… the car next to them was tinted but they could see two people definately going at it… like really going at it… my aunt kept honking the horns of her car but these people kept going wela china…. ofcourse my youngest aunt was laughing hysterically but my older aunt got pissed and said what if a kid passed by…
Anywho… my “older” aunt went to the security guy and told him what she saw… the security guy kept looking into every car and so on… so my aunt went and parked behind the car with the love-birds and the security dude followed…
Knock knockin on the lovers car… they panic and reverse their car immediately and try to make a run for it…
The security dude didn’t even bother running… he just informed the people on the gates with his uber cool walkie talkie and the gates were closed and the dude and dudette were caught…
According to my sister.. these people don’t take these things lightly… no dear sister… they take them HOT AND HEAVY!! HAHA!!
… Anywhoo…. so the dude was 3gaydee daraja oola with loooong greasy hair and a ultra tight dishdasha and the girl was clad in a 3abaya and nigaaaaaab…
So they were caught ya 7aram… and I bet they are in trouble now… but next time they should think of the following…
1. choosing a place where the entrance and exit doesn’t have a HUGE security force
2. not in mid day light
3. renting a room… spend a little money and don’t risk getting caught…
4. not running away and panic-ing.. play it cool… maybe say that you weren’t doing anything that she was choking and you were giving her CPR…

oh well…

The day is loooooong … very very very looooooooooong… doesn’t want to end…

But let’s forget about that day and congratulate Mariah Carey on her marriage to young actor Nick Cannon…. they met on march 27th and they got married a couple of days ago… I see a great future for them

Step Up 2… I can’t not talk about this movie cuz WOW!! The dancing was phenomenal!
I love dancing… i think its such and I suck at it.. lel2asaf…!!
Anywho.. the story line is crap cuz its this down-on-her luck girl… she gets a break and mingles with the outcasts and this one hot guy (HELLO ROBERT HOFFMAN!) and blah blah they have a dance off… blah blah blah…
Okay so maybe they should’ve just made a movie with JUST the dancing cuz MAN!! WOW!!
I think I know what I want to do as a career change… but I first have to learn how to dance HAHA!!

anywho… I just started Reading Eat Pray Love… and I have a dozen other books to read… I can’t wait… I wish I could take another week off work to just read!
Which reminds me… there is this cute cute little book shop which is in a building that is behind Johnny Rockets in Sal7eeya… the idea is used books that are sold for a cheaper price and when you finish it you can take the books back and exchange them for other  books… !!
Check out the website: http://q8books.com/

Oooooh  - kaaaaaaay… while I was typing this I get a msg… a filthy filthy msg from someone I barely now..
this girl always sends me these msgs and no matter how many times i ask her to stop she doesn’t… her msgs are FILTHY!! Filthy filthy - private parts and sex - jokes…. and they aren’t even funny….
what a weirdo…

AAAAAAAAAAAND…. this guy driving in front of me was obviously studying while driving and he was slooooooooooooow and he was skidding from side to side… shouldn’t he get a ticket because… its not just people on the phone… I mean their eyes are actually on the road… unlike this dude!!

I shall be heading back to my book… leave me alone!!

On the side though…The amount of auto-biographical books Im surprised I haven’t written an autobiography myself… someday… one day…

FINALLY!!

I just arrived this morning and I am just hating how the past four days have just zoooooomed past me….
I would like to send a shout out to my cousin and friends in Dubai… thaaaaaaaaaaaanks for the great time….

Okay… it was a time to clear my head and get a couple of things straightened out with me - in my head… yeah?

Job thing… Im going to stick with it until I find a new one… I don’t know what its going to be… but its gotta be something with creativity man… and I don’t think if I got an interesting job I’d quit bloggin… through out the whole trip… everything that happened I would think… damn I gotta blog about that.. haha!!

I missed the blogging world.. I missed it!!!

So I saw four movies - Step Up 2 + Mad Money + 21 + Made of Honor…. all were great too tired to write a review…

Um went had a very healthy breakfasta at a place called shakespeare and I totally loved loved loved the shabby chic environment… I know what I am going to be doing with my future home… the breakfast was btw egg whites omlette with herbs and fruits and yogurts and grapefruit juice…. YUMMY … first time I have something healthy that tasted good… yay!

Played a little bit of Robin Hood and did some Archery… yeah.. Bow and Arrow and all…. people beware…. I was told I had the pose of a professional but the aim of a BAT…. !!!!

Ofcourse a nice boat ride… the waves were awesome… the wind was beautiful… very chill out..

and speaking of chill out… Chill Out Cafe is a shit-load of fun…. !! We were the only ones there… we froze and only lasted a few minutes…!!

Massages and manis ofcourse…. oooooooooooooooooh the pleasure….
AND AND AND I didn’t give in once to temptation and I didn’t have a diet coke people!! Its been what now…. um… since february… I AM PROUD OF MYSELF!!!

I would love to find a job in Dubai… and live there… and stay there…. bs my dad would jump and down with joy… loool…. he wouldn’t like it one bit… not once!!

I was reading a couple of comments from the previous posts… and allah… a7la shay ena some people were pissed at me and others were defending me… THAT WAS AWESOME!!!!! I love people… people are great!!

Tomorrow is work .. Im not sure how long this good mood thing is going to last looooooooooool….

Oh wow Im all over the place… seriously tired… still didn’t sleep since yesterday…. wait wait wait… what did I forget to mention… yeah…
When I arrived to Kuwait… this police guy that does the passports thing before th bags was such a rude prick… yeah it was really early in the morning but still…. this european lady stood in line in the G.C.C. only section… she obviously didn’t know whats going on… she waited her turn then went to him… instead of directing her he just shouted at her and kept screaming at her… YALLA GO… GO EHNAK… ROO7AY… YALLAH … ROO7AY… and gesturing with his hands for her to move away… I think she wanted to cry…she kept say I don’t understand…
I couldn’t take it anymore so I went up to her and asked her if she has a Visa… she did… so I told her that she had to go and stand in the other line and then she can pass…. she thanked me a lot and went….

It was my turn and I did all I could not to spit in the guys face for what he did…. shelsalfa…. what a great representation of Kuwait… mashallah… everybody let’s give him a standing ovation for his great behavior….
I saw the lady outside again waiting for her Limo,,, and asked her if everything else went okay… she said it was and that he scared her… I don’t blame her.. he was barking like a dog… obviously he didn’t get no love the night before… poor poor pooor boy….

Anywho… people… stop the hatin’… spread the love… spread the love….. and Im talking to Mr. Barking Officer and to the all the haters out there….. Come on… all I wanna do is make love in this blog… in this blog… I wanna make peace in this blog .. in this blog… in this blog…

Offf… I have to stop typing before my fingers fall off… seriously missed the blog…

Love Peace and Resisting Diet Coke…

P.S. I got my dad a cool book called 101 things to do before your old and boring… and if he does those things he gets stars… now isn’t that cute

Good Night and Have a Pleasant Tomorrow

Am I dayna…..?!

A nice person made a comment on one of the posts stating that if I have an average body and if I never “wa3adt” it means ana akeeeed dayna…

um… not really… no…. ya3ni yeah I am “meltazma” bs I wouldn’t call my self DAYNA!! And considering ana mawa3adt (dated)… I wouldn’t call it diyana as much as I would call it being clever that I didn’t let the idiots with me in uni or in the malls screw me over… you know… CLEVER!!
I had a lot of nice guy friends and the moment a girl would smile at them they would start screaming to all his buddies how she’s in love with me… you talk to the girl and she’s in lala land thinking this guy is just pure and simple friendly…
People… my cousin got screwed over by her jack-ass boyfriend and I had to pat her on the back everytime and tell her its all right and she wasn’t stupid and its a lesson learned and WHAM back into the mistake she walks again… na ‘ah… I ain’t like that!!

So yeah… screw that… anywhoo…

I seriously have been in a wooooooooooozeeeeeeeeeeee kinda mood…. hippie-style… one with the universe… every one is good… every one is nice… everyone is my friend…. and its fun - LOOL!! Because it seriously pisses people off when they are angry and you are just smiling… HAHAHA!!!

But as I mentioned before… no matter how much I try to get myself into a peaceful state of mind… MY JOB IS STILL AWFUL!!
And what pisses me off more is that my skinny Daddy (and yes he is skinny…. !) works as a big time boss for this really awesome company and he don’t want me to even consider applying for a job there… why… why….?!

Yesterday… the avenues was full of yellow-dishdashed men who take off their sandals and play with their toes while drinking their coffee…. eeeeewwwwh!!

By the way… how about the weather today isn’t it lovely…. simply marvelous…. its like ALLERGIES ATTACK FOR FREE….

Another thing… whats her face that lebanese singer Dareen Hatsheeti or something… what up with the way she says her RR’s… Did I mention this before… because her songs have potential to be good and then she goes and says those R’s in a freaky way… UGH!!

PEOPLE… leave MILEY ALONE!!!
These media folk give her such a hard time when she is just being a friggin’ teen while Britney’s sister is knocked up and being supported… um-HELLO!!

Bs 5ala9 ta3abt… I can’t type anymore and I don’t feel like looking on the computer screen anymore….

Its happening again…. I have no idea what to post about… or I do… but the moment I sit and type it .. I go BLECH and then delete everything and go watch T.V. or go read anything…. trying to find my inspiration…
So yesterday I was thinking how this writer’s block thing is sooo annoying and I don’t know why but I kept associating writer’s block with the writer’s strike and it hit me!!
Those Screen Writer’s Guild people ALL had writer’s block so they went on strike… they thought that if they get raises that they will be inspired to write… hmm…. perhaps it was a conspiracy…

Again… i just wrote a paragraph then thought naaaaaaah… 

Let’s see… I have a gazillion things to do.. and I just don’t have the time considering Im stuck to this chair seven hours a day wasting my time… when I could actually be doing things in the outside world… REAL things… you know like getting my blood test the doctor asked me to get a loooooooooooooooooooooooong time ago….  or go on a hunt for a new job… a real job… where I actually use my creativity… aaaaaaand my brain…
Honestly no matter how much I use the SECRET… nothing can help me cope with this misery that Im in… its a murderous job… murderous!!!

Jennifer Anniston and John Mayer… really… a good match….?!!

Anywhoo… I can’t wait to go to Dubai for a change of routine… even though I don’t REALLY deserve it… but I have decided to enjoy myself and enjoy the days instead of sitting and wallowing about my miserable job…

As usual… I AM STARVING!!

YA JEMA3A COLBIE CAILLAT A’3ANEEEEEEEEEEHA 3AJEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEBA!!

Brett Novek………. oh my… oh my… oh my…………………. 3athaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaab….

Anywho…
on to a more “sane” subject…

okay… seriously… nothing sane is going on in my mind….

the things that I was thinking about as I finished the little work that I had for today…

- I wanna wear a white dress with big blue flowers and dance barefoot on the beach… to a Colbie Callait Song… Midnight Bottle…. thats the one…

- I will have Mcdonalds today… probably Double Cheese burger sandwich and six piece chicken nuggets… mmmmmmmmmmmmm….

- where the hell is that STUPID cart lady… she’s late today and I AM HUNGRY!!

- Sarcasim is a form of onething or another that represtents pure genious-ness… okay so that’s not how it goes but my friend told me about it and I believe I am sarcastic… therefore I am a genious… HELL YEAH!!

- Okay… in the past week I have been posting and .. I have been posting and then nothing… I have been busy going out every day of the week… which is raising my spirits up *you raise me up so I can stand on mountains* - SNAPPING OUT OF THAT!!

- Leonna Lewis… tara there is nothing soooooo special about her voice… so why are people making a big deal about it… a majority of the singers on American Idol (Syesha Mercado) sound like her… its just she has a really good song… (Jesse mccartney wrote some of the lyrics.. wow… shocker!) and she’s hot… she got lucky… but the song is good… keep bleeding keep keep bleeding…

- Bs I need to go do other things… next week I will tend to my blog more… bs this week.. malee 5elg wayid

Breakfast:
- Red Bull (was late to work.. needed energy)
- Tuna Sandwich
- Two kitkat bars

Lunch:
- Spinach Quiche
- Small piece of Kofta
- Salad
- Maltesers for desert

At Night… out with friends…
- Venti Iced Skimmed Hazelnut Latte…. as Sara Jessica Parker would say… I HAD TO HAVE IT!!

Songs that I will be listening to over and over again and then never listen to again…

1. Jesse McCartney - Leavin’
2. Leonna Lewis - Bleeding Love (its everywhere.. how can i not listen to it over and over… )
3. Aly & AJ - Like Whoa!
4. Taylor Swift - Stay Beautiful
5. Amy Winehouse - Valerie (sp.. name.. dunno?)
6. Flo Rida ft. T-pain - Low
7. Madonna ft. Justin - Four minutes (THIS IS AN AWESOME SONG!!)
8. Chris Brown - With You (a7eba hal kalb… !)
9. Jordin Sparx and Chris Brown - No Air
10. Alicia Keys - No One (actually already bored with this song…)

Songs that I am listening to over and over again now… and will continue to listen to over and over again..
1. The Moldey Peaches - Anyone else but you
2. Brandi Carlile - Wasted
3. Jack Johnson - Better Together
4. Colbie Caillat - Realize / The Little Things / On Fine Wire / Tailor Made…
5. Carrie Underwood - the whole Darned album el yideed

Songs that I used to listen to over and over again… and still listen to over and over again… and will continue to listen to over and over again… (im only going to write five because this list could be loooooooooooooooooooooooong!)
1. Bonnie Raitt - Something to talk about
2. Faith Hill - (oh wait… all of her songs)
3. Brandi Carlile - Fall Apart Again / What Can I Say
4. Frank Sinatra - New York / LOVE / Strangers in the Night / Fly Me to the Moon
5. Michael Buble - Call Me Irresponsible
and I have to mention Joshua Radin… I want to marry him and have him sing for me every night…

As you can tell I have nothing interesting to talk about… yesterday I got my nails done so that is not interesting at all… I shall avoid giving you the details of the event… and ask you all… what’s your current IT song?

*we3 i feel soo boring.. lool*

Breakfast:
-Venti Skim Iced Hazelnut Latte
- Small chicken sandwich

Lunch:
- Rice and one piece of fried chicken
-and what was supposed to be sweet and sour chicken… a little bit of that… not soo good…

At night…
- Tall Coffee Frappucino
- chocolates

How cute are baby stuff….

Yesterday I went on a mission to fill a BIG box from IKEA with baby goodies…. baby boy goodies…

IT took me from 5.15 to 7.25 to run around the avenues to get stuff… I love buying gifts and I like the gifts I get to be unique… not the conventional Swarovski key chain or whatever.. BLECH!! Gifts for people I don’t know .. probably… but gifts for people I DO KNOW!! That’s a different story…
So…. BIG BOX… baby blanket and pillow - CHECK….. Disney onesies, bibs, socks, hat, etc - CHECK…. Baby non-alcoholic cologne - CHECK… um what else… that box was heavier than me… Im pretty sure there were more stuff…. but anywho… my favorite thing was the little book in which you write all the details of the baby’s birth and him growing up etc… the Baby Book… shesma.. madri… ooh… lool… anyways… I love those books… and every mother should make one for her kids…

Yesterday… my sister and I finally had our Jam session… YUP!! She’s been teaching herself to play the guitar and she’s good wallah… anywho… we tried a couple of songs with me screaming my head off… then we decided that I am screwed up and tone deaf and can only sing-a-long nothing more.. lool… not to mention that I always get the lyrics wrong… the only song that I could get right… The Moldey Peaches - Anyone Else But You… yeah the one with we sure are cute for two ugly people…
Here is a hint of what I sang: Your a part time lover and a full time friend… The monkey on your back is the latest trend… … I kiss you on the brain in the shadow of a train.. I kiss you all starry-eyed my body is swinging from side to side… etc… I love that song…
So I have decided to dedicate it to someone who had a birthday on April.18.2008… I can’t believe I totally forgot about his birthday… so considering he’s 19… and I am 23… and I will not miraculously get any younger as he put it… although I do want to point out to him… that I DO LOOK YOUNGER… anywho… this song is for you !!! So the question of the century… 7amoood …as in m7amad or 7amad… I still haven’t figured it out ;pPp… HAPPY BE-LATED BIRTHDAY!!!

Hey Mo What do ya Know…..??!!
Okay so as I was leaving to do my baby-gift hunt yesterday… my sister was just walking in… so she looks at me and says…
Jambini (my sister):Hamitaf… would you do something without telling me… like meet up with someone and not tell me…?!
Me: like who…
Jambini: Like a guy or something…
Me: can’t help but smile… why the hell would you say that…?!
Jambini: Lana Hey Mo (our cousin el athwal who reads my blog and ra7 akaf5a 3ala e9ma5a laman ashoofa) says he saw you in Al-Kout with a guy.. a husky football player kinda guy… but I told him that it wasn’t you… but he said that it looked just like you…
Me: I was in Kout on saturday.. bs unfortunately I didn’t have the pleasure of sitting with a husky football player kinda guy…
Jambini: no on the day mom had her neighbors over…
Me: YAL THOOLA I WAS IN N-BAR THAT DAY!!!! ITS NOT IN KOOT!!!

Hey Mo.. Waddu Ya Know… al7een ana weyak moo meyana wayid 9ayreen…?!!! You soooooo have some damage control to do… ;p Dude.. next time you THINK you see me with a guy… I expect you to beat the crap out of him and defend the family name.. LooooL!!

I shall be going back to reading my book… I have been spending a lot of free time reading… I have a gazillion dvds… and I chose reading… wow.. me is impressed with me…
Peopl recycle… its Earth Day… Love the Earth… feel the Earth… the Earth is your friend…

okay…

Oh and before I go… yesterday my brother was telling me about this arabic teacher that got pissed off at one of the students in the class… this boy (in an american school) always harasses the teacher… making noises.. insulting… and the teacher would always keep his cool… yesterday the teacher lost it… and grabbed the boy and threw him out of the class sending him to the principles office…
Now Im betting this is the scenario will be like so…
Kid will complain that the teacher hit him… parents will come scream at teacher and at everyone in school and make a big scene… school will probably kick teacher out… parents are happy with themselves not realizing they just wagefaw rezg el rayal..
And in the news this morning.. in Jahra.. a parent and his kids beat the crap out of a Syrian teacher… whatever that teacher did… the behavior of that parent and the kids… animals… they could have killed him ya3ni 7araaaam… and I bet you… this parent.. by was6a will be roaming the streets free f any charge… wayid zain
My aunts friend - a lady - was beaten up by some boys’ brothers in her school… and nothing happened to them… nothing… wayid zain…

Over and Out…